She who believes, is happy. She who doubts, is lonely

Well, I'm here, fucking bored, but it's okay, because being an empty person for now beats being a fucked in the head person.

I did not go to school today, I wish I had, kind of...I actually LIKE my math class and I LOVE Japanese class. But, for one, I was feeling pretty sick, and for 2, i didn't do any of my homework, so...yeah. No point in it, right? I'll call Mayte and ask her for any missed assignments, or whatever.

I should also ask what was on the OLD rubric... >< stupid sophomore reflections, and reesumees....i wish i knew how to accent that.

Oh, but the joy...When Mayte was being kind of mean yesterday, when i was more fucked up than i am today, Mari just leaned over and told her to not do that. It kind of...i don't know. felt good to know that Mari stuck up for me.

Anyways, i must be going back to bed, if i want to sneak some food before my mom wakes up